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Thursday, December 21, 2006, 10:31 pm
Okay today was another relatively boring day. My handphone alarm went off at around 8.30 but i could like barely open my eyes so I just settled back to sleep. After which I woke up like around 10 something and miss- called Dinesh. And once again fell asleep. Then at around 11 plus I woke up thanks to Dinesh's call and went to take my bath. You see Denish was supposed to come to my house around 10 am to see me before he left for M'sia or else he would miss me (or atleast that is what he claims).And so he arrived my house like around 12 plus. He made himself feel at home even without my help. Inspected all 4 rooms (including the prayer room) and then concluded all rooms excluding the prayer room had a bed. Lol.
Then our friend made his way to the kitchen and made his maggie mee using one of the pots which is ONLY meant for hot water. But no, he didnt stop even after I told him so I gave up and allowed him to carry on only to find out later on that he added an egg into it. And NO WAY am I going to tell my mother this or else she is going to murder me alive considering the fact that she doesn't even know Dinesh or the fact that he came to my house. =)
I'm too lazy to carry on what he did after that. After he left, I was just way too tired (since I only slept at 5.16 am the previous day) and badly needed some rest so I went to sleep. I woke up like around 6pm and went to clear up the mess that Dinesh had left before leaving and then came online. Had nothing to online so I went offline and watched some tv programme.
See, I told you today was just another boring day. ARGHH! This just makes me want to leave for India sooner.
Okay this is going to be so random but I dont care. GAYA!! I MISS YOU!!
I miss the stupid chats on phone. I miss the dumb fun we had in your house and mine. I miss the whole talk on how to get over ___. I miss the little arguements that we have every now and then. I miss all of it. And I know you must be so irritated with me right now cause I returned the library books late causing the fines. I'm so sorry babe. Its just that I'm super forgetful and all these things tend to slip my mind. Right now, I just can't wait for you to come back and spend some quality time with you!! Don't be mad at me okay. I LOVE YOU BABE!
Another random thought. I don't understand how am I giving signs to some guys resulting in them to propose to me. It is really disgusting man. How long do you know me? 1 week? or less in fact? And you claim that love is blind, love does not say before it comes, love does not need one to comprehend each other. Can you please stop this whole tamil movie dialouge!! Because I dont believe in this whole shit of 'go on first and then get to know each other'. ITS SERIOUSLY BULLSHIT. In fact the word relationship just give me the creeps. I just came out of a traumatising relationship and don't wish to get engaged in another. Not like anyone has given me assurance to get into one. But the point is just that I am not interested in another relationship and sorry if I SEEM to be showing any signs cause in actual fact I AM NOT! THANKS!
Okay a confession. As much as I have talked about not wanting to get into another relatinship, I do also actually like someone. I can't help it. I tried to get over but I can't. I do not think he actually knows it and I have not made it obvious or more like my super high ego didnt allow me to do so. =)
Anyhow, I LOVE MYSELF!