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Wednesday, September 05, 2007, 1:29 am
Boy, you are all I need in this world of sin.
Okay today was a fu*ked up day. Like totally. Dont wish to elaborate on it but seriously it really feels depressing and freaky to know that sometimes you can't even count on both your parents. I thought maybe they would have changed over the years and maybe those years of my life spent all lonely and boring would have a meaning to it. Unfortunately for me, NO. They have not changed a single bit and yes their EGOs still matter.Shit man.
If not for Deva, I really wouldnt know how to pull through after this incident. I was feeling so lost when I realised that in terms of relatives there is really no one who would really bother about me at all. The only one who did, died a few years back and till now I have been surviving ALONE and I mean it. Sometimes, I feel proud of myself for making it this far cause ever since the divorce, the thought of leaving the house house one day or this world for that matter never stopped crossing my mind.
Thank you so much Deva, really. If not for you, I would have still been crying non-stop and venting the anger on myself. I can't wait to be with you this weekend and during the 5D4N genting highlands trip!
I love you.
So well I caught 'Hairspray' on thursday right after the exams with Norisha. The movie I must say was, AWESOME! If you have enjoyed high school musical and have a thing for those 'retro' movies, this movie's sure a treat for you! The both of us enjoyed it and am planning to buy the soundtracks! I'm in love with the songs! I really admire Nikki Blonsky's dancing skills and her confidence despite her physical appearence. John Travolta did an amazing job as Nikki's mother. Amanda Bynes was not given much of a role, but she was cute with the lollipop in her mouth like 24/7. Zac Effron is a special mention cause he was simply ORGASMIC baby!! The moment he kissed Nikki, both of us were screaming like some dumb blondes! Lol. Oh yes, I must mention I bought a dress from metro and Norisha had her eye on this particular dress. However, she was adamant on not getting it unless Faruq finds it nice on her and so in the end she didnt get it but got another one from Sheer Romance. Girl, we shall double date soon in dresses! Total feminity! Hah.
The next day, meet Deva under my block before we went to Bugis to catch a movie. I wore dress the dress that I bought the previous day and Deva wore a matching black and white striped shirt!He looked so yummy in it man! So anyways, we decided to catch 'The last legion' and trust me, that was total wrong choice. The movie was so draggy and boring! We left like 30 minutes into the show and took a cab to Deva's and spent the night there.
The next day, had breakfast at Macs and then made our way to Pasir Ris park and caught up on alot of stuff. Then, I took a cab back home and got ready for a wedding in the evening. Followed my mother to 'Sri Senmpaga Vineyagar' temple. The wedding was carried out in Naidu style and was unique indeed! I smsed Deva about it and he was saying we should have our wedding carried out like that since I'm a naidu. Haha. Then after the wedding, accompanied my mother back home and then took a cab to Deva's and spent the night there again.
The next day, I left his house around 2 pm and took a cab back home got ready and left for my baby cousin sister's 2nd birthday. Man, has she grown, both vertically and horizontally! Lol.
On monday went to Toni&Guy for a hair trim with Norisha. Then had lunch cum dinner in the food junction at Bugis. The food junction really looks like some high class restaurant man, seriously! So after that got back home at 7 just in time to catch my favourite chinese drama, 'Falling In Love.'
I'm looking for a job right now to keep up with my expenses. I realised my allowance is not enough to keep up with my lifestyle so I need a part-time job! Rahhhh!
I'm off then.