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pocketful of sunshine.mp3 - Natasha bedingfield
Saturday, September 29, 2007, 12:52 am
My one and only!

Yes! In a matter of hours I would be in the arms of my one and only. One and only, which makes me come to realise how I have misused the words 'I love you'. How I used to think that I was hopelessly in love when it just turned out to be puppy love/crush/infatuation. That I have never meant any of those I love you-s except for now.

I am not ashamed to mention that in the past even though I was in a relationship, my mind was never really there. I had merely said those words just to please the opposite sex I was with and to make them feel better. I was never convinced that any of those past relationships were true love. Almost all my ex boyfriends were either too possessive or they didn't bother at all. Except for one who gave in way too much.

I am complicated, difficult to please and my mood changes with the weather. I admit I'm not one whom a guy would die for to be with. Yet, I have had guys going to the extremes just to have me back again in their lives. This eventually made me take love for granted, until after a lesson well learnt by someone.

And now something in my heart tells me that this is it, he is the one for me. Else why would a friend of 5 years whom I LEAST expected to be with is whom I call my one and only now? Whatever the reasons maybe, they are irrelevant. What matters is that I love his company, he is able to tolerate my nonsense to a limit, he makes and effort to make sure he is there for me though its difficult for him to and most importantly accept me for who I am.

I remember when I used to tell my previous boyfriends about some issues of myself in the past, the reaction was predicted; raised eyebrows
They tried to mould me to their liking which puts me off.

Deva has been the only one who has really accepted me for who I was and who I am right now. Thanks a lot sweetheart.

I love you and marry me soon!