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Thursday, October 11, 2007, 2:30 pm
Reminiscences
I just thought maybe I should blog it out since I'm unable to get over you. Yes, still. Happy, no? Well, what can I say. I have tried over this long period of time to get over you. Yes, I did try. Not my fault if I still can't right? Maybe it is teaching me a lesson. Maybe it's a lesson that will keep my current relationship going strong forever.Maybe.
Maybe not. I go all weak on my knees when I see even till to date. Why? Sadly, I have never been able to answer this question. Maybe, it was those sweet nothings that you said. Maybe it was littlest things that you did. Maybe it was the way you stood up for me.
Maybe not.
Maybe it's because we were different. We dared to be different. Maybe it's because I like the way you did things only because you thought it was right and not because others thought so. Maybe it's because you never let your ego got in between us. Maybe its because you were always optimistic. Or mybe it's the way you had always define it, "its unexplainable but undeniable."
I can't.
I have to let it go. I have to let it all go. Its painfuland it hurts. I only can move on but I can never forget for I have never regretted any of it. Those were sweet memories. Though you are distant now, you were always close to me. Thats because you were always right there in my heart.
I must..
let it all go. Cause when you left me, I was never truly happy. I never found true love. But now I have, and now that I have I must let go of the past and stop stubbornly clinging on to it.
Some things that he does or in fact some times the way he is, reminds me of you. But he was not, is not and never will be you.
I do hate just one thing that you did and have not been able to forgive you for that. That was to leave the way you did. Now that you have left for a long time now, its time I move on.
Goodbye R_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
I'm moving on.
And people, don't bother guessing. Oh wait, I'm sorry. Please do, cause it kind of excites me when you keep guessing the wrong answers.