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Wednesday, October 10, 2007, 5:44 am
Wide awake!
Its 5.50 now and I'm supposed to be sleeping but I can't seem to. By right, my boyfriend should be up now. Tried calling him but he didnt answer. Busy preparing for the day's activities I think. Well, I'm just praying that he gets his MC! I want to sleep but I can't sleep. I'm going to be so dead when poly reopens man. Shoot me!Just a random thought.
I have only claimed of myself to be a christian but in actual fact I have not been leading a life of a true christian. Its been a year and little more since I seeked salvation or in other words, accepted Jesus into my life. Life has been a bliss since then. Though my mother would prefer that I do not convert, she still allows me to visit the church as and when I like. So, its just me who is simply putting forward my laziness and refusing to go to church. And then I sit down there expecting God to help me out when I refuse to even acknowledge him.
Just to clarify, I do not have a christian name cause I have not converted/baptised. I have only seeked salvation which is the first stage. About converting, well there is still a long way to go.
Its either I put in the effort or I don't.
why am I so lazy?
I am going to church with Deva either this Sat or Sun!
Amen.