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Thursday, November 08, 2007, 1:26 am
Deepavalli...?

Firstly, HAPPY DEEPAVALLI TO ALL! Wouldn't be much of a celebration for me tom until the 17th. So shall wait till then!

Secondly, found out some stuff that were really hurting. ( I WOULD SUGGEST THAT YOU DON'T LET YOUR CURIOUSITY GET THE BETTER OF YOU AND SQUINT YOUR EYES SO BADLY JUST TO MAKE OUT WHAT I HAVE TYPED. IF YOU SHOULD HAVE KNOWN, I WOULD HAVE ALREADY TOLD YOU. THANKS!)
Stuff like, I wasn't even wanted by my father in the first place, how he wanted my mother to abort me, how he wanted to destroy me if I chose my mother over him. So much so that now I doubt whether if he is really sincere. Was I really a fool to think that all the while I was really my dad's little princess? To think that he adores me the most. To think that I'm his life. First was that and now this.
It hurts. It really does. I hate it. Its okay. I'm a strong girl. I have went through it all, this is really nothing.

Thirdly, it really sucks when you have really no one to spend the eve of Deepavalli with. It also sucks when people say they miss you and want to see you terribly but they have never made an effort to know how you were all these years.

Well, its still Deepavalli afterall. Have a blessed Deepavalli people!