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Monday, July 06, 2009, 3:14 pm
RENUKA EDWARD SELVARAJ

I'm getting really sick of people commenting on me. Just because I'm open (before you people get the wrong idea, i meant frank), hot-tempered, sacarstic, stubborn, have piercings on my chest and had a couple of boyfriends before doesn't make me a bad person. If my conservative mum can deal with it, what have you got to complain about? Oh and even my i-take-no-nonsense-and-bullshit dad is cool with it too.

I am trying to work on my temper and I'm doing quite a good job. Don't confuse temper with sacarsm. I love sacarsm and its just part of me. And when guys or girls go overboard, I give them a dose of it. I am stubborn but that too only to a certain extend and only with people I'm close with. So if you are not close to me, don't you dare complain about it.

Chest piercings. I have had alot of comments, both positive and negative. Received alot of stares also for both good and bad reasons. I chose to pierce my chest because it is unique as opposed to navel and tongue piercing. And my mum (yes, I had my mum's permission before I even pierced.) PREFERS me to pierce my chest than my navel. Chest piercing does not have as much complications as navel piercing. And my mother being a conservative individual does not want me to have any complications with my navel cause she wants me to be able to have a smooth preganancy in the future. LOL! I told you she is conservative. So just because it isn't common doesn't mean I'm committing a crime. I just dared to be different.

DEAL WITH IT.

Me having had a couple of boyfriends. Can I ask what century it is again? Cause the last I checked, it was the 21st century. Where even marriages can fail after 10-15 years of being together. Are relationships any expception then? Not like I was happily breaking hearts all over. I have had my fair share of shit. I have had a obssesive, possesive and abusive (emotionally, physically and verbally) boyfriend, suspicious boyfriend and a boyfriend who would judge me on my every mistake. I have had my fair share of happy times with them as well. But the point here is, I can't do anything if I had to call it quits for a relationship. How the hell are you supposed to continue on when you have completely no feelings for the person or vice versa? And my last relationship had landed me in the dumps and I had to try really hard to pick myself up but I kept falling over and over again, partly cause of my stupidity. And now finally, I have managed to get past the whole issue and live life as per normal. After my last sour relationship, I naturally think guys are jerks and sacarsm is my way preventing myself from any form hurt and of course it is part of me as well just that now I tend to more sarcastic than before. Especially when someone pisses me off with their talk. Try denying it but everyone has different ways to cope with their past and this is mine.

So next time before you judge anyone based on their exterior, take a moment to realise that there is explaination behind every action/behaviour.

Oh and lastly, I'm a scorpio and the above mentioned character and behaviour are typical of scorpios. :)

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