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Tuesday, March 06, 2007, 2:07 am
Okay I am back after a many many days. Haha. Its just so funny la. Everyone I know is having problems with their relationships. Well, I am in the same situation too. I see most of my girl friends apologizing to their guy friends and asking them back. I really admire their courage. I mean like SERIOUSLY. Well, I don't think I have a problem doing that but I'm begining to feel what Kartik said was right. So yea, I dont want to hurt myself further.Well, seriously I would really get over him if I could just cry and let it out. But the problem is I can't. I dont know why but I just can't
People say I'm egoistic. Well, maybe I am NOW. Very egoistic. But I was very different last time. I opened up too much and made too much of an effort for someone who wasn't worth it at all. Simple wasn't WORTH IT! And now, cause of this fucking person, I have this huge ego shell surrounding me. I am unable to express myself to many of them. MANY. The result? Seperation. Hurt. Depression.
Well for those who cared, don't worry about me I will be fine. I tried. And for me I think that is alredy quite an achievement. Now, I'll just move on. Or atleast try to move on. I mean shit happens, just clear it up and move on.
Just one request people. Please, please don't remind me that he exists. Thanks loads. I'll be fine. I promise. =) Thanks for being there.
And oh, all the best to all my friends who are planning to patch back! :D
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